Goodbye Oppie

at 8pm on this bright evening, I heard a shocking news. I was in the middle of chatting with my BFF when I accidentally saw my friend BBM status. "Innalillahi wainailaihi Raajiun, Oppie," 

"what the heck! Is he fooled everyone with his new status?" I smirked in disbelief, slowly laughed but my heart was beat extremely faster.

But then... I stopped laughing!

I shook my head over and over again. "No. It can't be. she is so young.... it can't be. really?" I  keep talked to myself and just couldn't help but not to believe it. Then I stared again my blackberry screen and tried to moving my two thumbs and type "are you serious with your new status? Is she really passed away? why? when?" I asked him in hopes that it was not true.

But my wish that he would answered me like "BOO! HAPPY SEPTEMBER MOP!" was never happen. 

He replied 

"yes, iya. it's true. She just passed away because of complications disease.... pray for her."

Tears was slowly down for her and also for me who feel more more and more realizing again that Allah is Almighty for everything. Allah has touched me again, blessing me with His guidance, and advised me that I, you, and all the living things in this universe including human, jinn, and other creatures, will never know about our death, how and when. 

So, prepare for it everyday, every minutes, every seconds in your life to seek a refuge, forgiveness, and praises only to HIM.

Ohh, Oppie... my friend.... my sister in Islam....

Have I ever told you that you're a really really good and sweet friend? Have I ever told you that you are a person that I've been admire for the sweetest behave I ever seen? I'll be missing your beautiful smile, I'll be missing your  corny jokes and all the unique thing that you have. I really miss laughing with you.

GOODBYE OPPIE RISNANDI. May Allah SWT accept all your good deeds and forgive all your mistakes and sins. May Allah give you Jannah (heaven) for your next life.

 امين ....امين .....امين يا رب العالمين

(Amen... Amen... Amen ya robbal 'alamin) 

Cured

Still feeling sick but not too heavy like yesterday. Panadol has cured my super massive headache. What an amazing medicine!

Unwell

Feeling a bit unwell today. have a massive headache, body ache, fever, and sore throat. oke maybe that's not just a bit but completely ill. can't think of anything except laying down in bed and taking a medicine. I hate going to the doctor cuz i'm pretty sure they will give me a bunch of bitter medicine or inject my butt.  I abhor injection since I was a kid.

Bwt, this is my favorite tops pattern so far. bought from orange a long time ago but still love it.

pink leopard

My friend was right when she told me not to throw away my mini dress because I still can wear them with blazer or cardy and of course with pants to cover up your leg. I always get confused when talking about jeans. Some people said that hijab women shouldn't wear pants that showed your leg shape but some said that 'it's fine but you must still covered your butt'. -oh my, did I said butt?-

for me who still a newbie, active, behave and sit like a boy, pants are so important. I always got my long skirt dirty and unconsciously stepping it and made me fall. well maybe I need some Process. 

btw, Still in love with my leopard blazer cuz it almost fit with anything. love love!

 

tried to have fun with make up plus fake eye lashes. a bit too much and un-neat... i know... Hehee... 

Wishing

Been a bit busy this lately, I hope It can back to normal again next week and I wish my dad agree to make a larger bedroom for me so I can take my picture there. chiaaaw~

purple shirt

To be honest, my mom hate this pants cuz it look soooo big on me and I feel kinda weird too! hehehe...

On my boring day

Don't feel weird with my weird body on the picture above because it's actually not my body. yup, that's not my coat, not my trousers, I didn't wear pink love glasses and also cat ears. I took it from google image then place it on the picture. Frankly, I was clueless about this day. I feel so extremely bored and become a slacker person who spent more hours sleeping than being awake. I didn't have any idea about 'how I edit this picture?' when I started to open photoshop. And So here's another results.

I mean gotta go to bed again~~ hehee

Result

And I'm such an amateur! hehee.... 

Almost there

I hope I can finish it tomorrow. let see~~

Traffic and fabric

Went to Tasik yesterday and I just felt sick with the traffic. It took 5 hour-trip which it supposed to be just 1 hour. that was crazy! I love Indonesia but just to be honest, I hate traffic jam here especially before and after EID.  Message to motorcyclist.... Please be careful and for Allah sake, don't bring your baby! it's dangerous!

Btw, I just bought this cheap fabric for my another silly experiment but still don't know what i'm going to make with it. Yeah, I feel EXITED!

A little experiment

Just made my mum house dress became tops! it's ugly so my mum allowed me to experiment this dress using scissor. a little problem though, what should I called this tops? Kimono?

baby blueee

Last month I finished watching 4 korean drama films and each drama was awesome! City hunter (action), Can you hear my heart (sad), Personal taste (Romantic comedy) and Baby-faced beauty (funny n inspiring). And for you who love fashion so much, I recommend Baby-faced beauty to inspires you. The story tells about 34-years old woman who still not give up her dream to become fashion designer although she's only high school graduated. AGE and DEGREE doesn't even matter. highly recommended!

EID n FAM!

Had a blast with family, eat a bunch of yummy food, playing with my super darn cute lil nieces, overall everything is just PERFECT! LOOOOOOVE it!

Currently so in love with Red!

Just found this on this LINK!

Those people who possess red color in a balanced proportion prove to be helpful to others, they are egalitarians. They expend their abilities to the fullest in their most favorite interests.

note: whatever the color you like most, but live your life to the fullest is a must! KEEP YOUR SPIRIT HIGH GUYS~~~~

Eid

The most awaited moment in Ied day for me are gathering with family, eat a bunch of yummy food, and wearing a new clothes?? hahaha... okey, that's kinda odd for me to say, hehe...

Cinnamilk August Looks

Can't believe Ramadhan month is almost over! it's scary and crazy how time passed by so quickly. sometimes I wish I have a remote timer and click pause button and go back to the time that I have wasted for a bunch of useless things. I admit I regret so many things in the past but I know only regret is just not enough. Not make the same mistakes and reforming myself to be much better is better than only regretting. 

Revisiting my old cardy

I feel like I just bought this cardy yesterday when in fact I bought it about two years ago. hehehe... still comfort to wear, the color is still good, and I still LOVE it! Yaaaay....!

Looove this

......and HAPPINESS ready to be yours.

Leopard tops

(leopard tops: BTC, pants : Harazuku-ciwalk)

hey, 9 days to go till IED! Exited?

feeling like BLUE

K : oohh iyaaaaa.... can you stop edit your own picture become like this? I'm so so dizzy and feel like wanna throw up right now! 

Ooooppzzz ! hahaha... Sorry I can't!